I have not been in the mood for writing my thoughts lately. Life is a little blue in general. We had a fabulous holiday in NZ and when everyone asks how it was I can't help but respond 'It was ok'. It was the holiday we were never meant to have. We should have been home having sleepless nights and loving every minute of it! It just all feels wrong. I hate this 'creating new memories' thing and it is getting me down. How do you start a new path when the one you had was perfect?
This grief we have to endure is so cruel and unfair and I am really struggling with it.